Merci

I don't know where and how to start this speech showing my fullest gratitude for each and everyone, so before anything else... THANKS TO ALL OF YOU for being too retentive to remember my birthday.

Cant believe I reached 20. Few years ago, some doctors said I only have little remaining months and I will be a "teenangel" soon. So they were wrong, if I die tonight... my age is 20 and not a teen anymore. Very honored and thankful to God for giving the greatest gift I could ever have. Thank You... all glory goes to You.

Of course no birthday bash without my family. It was all their effort! My sisters planned and organized, brothers set the bill. Mom for preparation and Dad for surprises. Cousins for entertainment. Most of all, my ever dearest grandparents made it all possible. They made the "time", as if 14th of December is a holiday. I really could not ask for more.

And a party could not be a party without all of you. Thanks for coming and I hope you guys enjoyed, if not... let me now, not going to invite you next time. =)

Cool guys from Sutton, thanks for bringing your noise and made the entire party alive. Matt and Co. including all the people from accounting class A. THANK YOU! May all of you pass the course. Haha. See ya in Univ.

Faculty, staffs and employees... thanks for the wonderful remarks. Will miss ya!

Colleagues from France, je suis très heureux de vous voir. Merci du plus profond de mon coeur. Au revoir!

All the people from Britain. Thank you. Do I need to mention all? Just a huge thanks for everyone in and outside of the office.

My friends from LA... Shane, Debby, Marcus and John T. also those who were not here last night, it's okay. I miss you all. Still looking forward to grab some chance to get in touch again. Thank you.

Sa lahat din ng dumayo pa dito, para namang napaka-importante kong tao. SALAMAT sa mga kaibigan kong Pinoy. Mabuhay! Kapag nakikita ko kayo, lalo lang akong nalulungkot. Haha. Pero maraming salamat talaga.

Sa mga hindi naman nakapunta, okay lang... hindi rin naman ako makapunta diyan eh. Haha. Fair enough. Greetings from your hearts did it all. Salamat.

Blog post from Beb, thank you... You did that on paint, I did the tree on doodle... so you see the difference? Your drawing looked much better but in reality, I can draw best. :P Haha. Thank you... that was so sweet and of course, I still love you too. =)

Thanks everyone. Merci du plus profond de mon coeur.

Thank you from the bottom of my heart.

See you again next time. TOAST!

I never thought...

Akalain mo nga naman! Akalain mo yun? Ano?

Akalain mong ggraduate na ko, tapos na birthday ng ate ko, magbibirthday ka na, nag-update na ako ng blog, natapos ko na ang napakadaming paper works, naicheck ko na lahat ng accounts, magbbirthday na rin ako...

NANDIYAN KA PA RIN PALA!

Ang tatag mo! At ang lakas-lakas mo nga! Hindi ka nga basta-basta sumusuko... kahit wala ka naman nang ipinaglalaban.

Ang tagal kong nawala, ang haba ng oras ko sa trabaho't pag-aaral, na-miss nga kita eh. Alam kong wala na 'kong dapat pang balikan dito sa cyberlife at kung meron man, hindi ikaw 'yun. Pero bigla-bigla kang sumasagi sa isip ko, kung kamusta ka na kaya...

tapos malalaman ko na lang, tsk tsk... GANYAN???

Ano? Ano ba? Humarap ka nga sa salamin. Kilala mo pa ba ang nakikita mo? Alam mo sa sarili mong hindi na ikaw yan!

Ang makasakit ng kapwa... natural 'yun, minsan hindi natin nalalaman nakakasakit na pala tayo, pero ang saktan ang sarili... sobrang beyond na yan! Umalis ka sa kinalalagyan mo, alam mo kung bakit? Natapakan mo na utak mo eh.

Ako, gustong-gusto kong magalit. Pakiramdam ko nasa akin lahat ng karapatan para magalit sa 'yo. Sino ka para gawin yan sa sarili mo? Ikaw ba ang nag-iri sa sarili mo at nagpakahirap para maging ganyan ka ngayon? Ikaw ba ang bumuo sa sarili mo? Ikaw ba ang nagbigay ng dahilan kaya ka nabuhay? IKAW BA???

Ang kapal, kapal, kapal, kapal... ng mukha mo!!! NAGAGALIT AKO... OO...!!! Hindi ganito ang inaasahan kong balita na sasalubong sa akin. Ikaw mismo ang sumisira ng tiwala ko sa 'yo. Bakit ganyan ka na?

Ang kapal ng mukha mo para unahan ako, ako may sakit dito ah! Makikipag-unahan ka pa. Gusto mo lagi kang sikat.

Gagawa-gawa ka ng katarantaduhan, hindi mo kayang labasan. Wala ka. Tama, you're such a loser! I just never thought how much...

Naku! Naiinis ako. Gusto kitang icomfort pero mas gusto ko yatang magalit na lang. Isa lang kailangan mo, SALAMIN! Wala yata masyadong nakakalat diyan sa bahay niyo.

Ano nakikita mo sa salamin?

Kapag ba tumitingin ka sa salamin, hindi mo napipicture sa isip mo yung "mga" taong humahanga sa 'yo? Hindi mo ba nakikita yung mga taong umaasa sa pagmumukha mong yan? Hindi siguro ako magagalit nang ganito kung mukha kang basura talaga eh. Hindi ka naman disabled, midget ka nga pero nasa lugar ka naman ng mga midgets din.

Mag-isip isip ka. I want to end this post right now... may gagawin pa kasi ako. Ito na lang, may iiwan ako sa 'yong dalawang tanong. Sobrang simple na hindi mo na kailangan pang pag-isipan pa...

1. Sinong mas gusto mong makasama: Siya o SHA?

Trivia:

When you were in late high school, you were asked to tell your ultimate dream in life and you answered...

to be with My Creator someday.

2. Now, can you still remember your dream?

It's because of us

DID you know why you guys in the Phil dont have class last Aug.21? And another school leave on Monday?

To find the answer, read the title of this post. :P

us- me & my girl. Happy birthday momi. I love you. :*

WOW!

After how many years... my blog needs some air, so here it is! AAIIRRR, haha.

Been missing my blog and sharing some thoughts but hey, I miss my girl mmmooorrreee and more than she'll ever know and more than how much my sisters missed her. I just can't express how much, it's boundless. Boundless. Boundless.

It's just my emotions who've brought me here. WOW! Emotional, sensational and all the -nal in the world.

I love you babe. (Ui cheesy, babe raw. Haha joke!) I love you momi. :*

Grief of all griefs

The whole world is grieving.

How would you express yourself when you are in so much pain, dealing with intense sorrow and extreme sadness? Yet you have to accept everything and remain happy because she is in the better place now. He will take care of her. And nothing to worry about.

I, myself feels so sad, very very sad. I am very sorry to hear the news, I can't even believe it.

Grieve. It's okay to cry and let it out. It's natural.

President Cory Aquino, we will miss you. You will never be forgotten. You always have our prayers. You will live forever in our hearts. WE LOVE YOU and thank you so much. May you rest in peace.

And to the family, you have our prayers. Be strong. God is with you.

Our deepest sympathy.

'wag kang TANGA pls

You don't understand.

You don't understand because you are not trying to understand. Pls 'wag ka namang tanga. You are wasting your time, I tell you. You're merely destroying yourself. This is not about what we have told you or the simple things we've done for you, this isn't about lecturing you yet you are covering your ears, this isn't about the time & effort that were wasted... NO. Do those things matter at all? Of course not, this is all about you. How good you are in ruining yourself!

I don't care if you're not paying attention on what I am saying, go ahead moron. Those are not for us. After all, who will suffer idiot? Who is suffering now? I AM NOT ANGRY NOR ANNOYED.

This is just a normal reaction of a friend that's so much worried about you. Pls don't be so stupid and stop torturing yourself. I beg you. This is me begging you.
If you can't do it for those people who care, then at least do it for yourself.

Let it go. Give it up. Settle down.

You know even if you reject my words more than a thousand times, I will not resign. I'll still be your friend. But how about yourself? Until when, huh?

Turn your king down, stop the clock, give a handshake and accept your defeat. CHECKMATE ka na! You understand? MA-TE KA NA KAYA! MA-TE KA NA! And so? Right? At least you played with your best. You've done your part. Isn't that enough?

Learn from your mistakes.

I'm afraid of the person you're becoming right now. That's not you anymore, will you just let someone change you? SOMEONE WHO LIVES IN THE PAST? That should be living there forever. Permanent address niya: PAST. Why not?

You are not the loser here, promise.
That one can never find another you. Only brainless could not realize. May utak siya, marerealize niya 'yon... soon. DON'T wait for that time anyway.

Fight back, fight clean and keep it right. It is not yet the end. Pls talaga, 'wag kang tanga. I repeat 'wag kang tanga. 'Wag kang tanga.

Why? 'Di ba ayaw mo sa tanga? Don't hate yourself.
Do the thing. Do it!

Baby Boy

Belated! I have a busy busy sched, really. Just dropping by to greet you here. Why baby boy? You want me to tell the world? Haha.

There's one pinoy word that would describe him eh... bonjing! Haha. 18 years old na may kasama pa yang yaya. Dala yung gatas niya. Hahaha. And at the age of 16, may nagpupunas pa ng likod niyan konting pawis lang. Ganyan kamahal yan ng family niya. Baby nila yan. Hahaha.



Well Yex,
Be strong. Pray hard. Stay Cool.
Don't stress.



Once again, Happy Birthday.
Tell your bebe girl este girl, happy birthday too. I mean, Jhen... Happy Birthday din. BELATED.
You should still thank me at least, better late than absent. Nyehehe.


Take care people.