YOU

It's been a while, can't really offer much words slash explanation to ease your worries or answer your questions other than I'm here because of... well, you should know why.

Anyway, I'm still here!!! Hello world. Hello life. Hello readers. I'm still here, and, can you believe it, still alive. I can't believe it either, but here I am. And I believe (word of the day: believe) I owe you guys a lot, thank you so much. And to my doctors, nurses, psychs, dieticians, PAs, to all... thank you. Can you believe it, I'm saying thanks to all of you after throwing you guys away.

To science, we've been friends for so long and you've been always there for me. It seemed to be like you miss me once in a while, haha. Thanks for saving me all over again but for all the reasons... it's because of Him. Praise you and more and more praises. Hail!


So, what's for now? Actually, I'm not yet allowed to put some life into my blog and to wave a hand in cyberspace because the pc radiation might affect my health since I'm taking unusual medicines and still on medication. BUT...


I SHOULD BE HERE!



Why? Number one, my eldest sister isn't around though she will definitely read this anytime today haha, at least I'm already here. Yuhoo catch me.
2.) It's because chance is chance... so grab it!!!
3.) I didnt have THE CHANCE to greet you here on your day. Can't afford not to spread my love on this day. So before I get caught in the act, let me say...

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY THIRD MONTH, M♥MI!!!

I'm here because of YOU. No other reasons, I swear. It feels like swimming in Atlantic ocean and Pacific and the rivers and all just to see you to hold your hand and to say I LOVE YOU SOOO MUCCHHH and I MISSSSSS YOOUUUU AAAA LLOOOTTTTT.

You didn't know how it feels like nababaliw na thinking of what you're doing all day. If you're taking care of yourself, eating on time, feeding Ron and all. YOU DIDN'T KNOW THAT......!!! I miss you a lot! I can't follow them because they're not giving me what I'm asking for. It's just THE LAPTOP. Haha. I'm sorry, I just really really want to talk to you. Everyday. But now, yeah I understand. Don't preach like a father, please. Hehe.

All I have to do is to follow my doctors. Haha. Oh, don't make any sermons... I'll do it. Of course, for me, for you and for Ron again and again. :)

Before I cut this post (because I'm talking to you already) I just want to say I LLLOOVVVEEE YYYOOOUUUU so much.

Thanks for being the number one reason of my recovery.

Happy 3rd month. I love you. Mmuuaahhh. >:D< :*

Dirty Billy Matt

My presence is not important as long as they were all there, ready to jam in your jamboree and laugh with you, dirty! Enjoy the rest of the day and may you have the delight enfolding your visitors (*cough* girls *cough* haha) for two days and one night. Wow! Plan accomplished.

Sorry for not being there and thank you for extensive understanding. Treat you guys next week, promise. Gonna miss you all.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, DIRTY!
(find MJ on that pic... haha...)

May you have more birthdays to come. There are still more shindigs in the future and I pledge that my attendance shall be counted. Promise.

Good luck to whatever you want in life. You have our support though obscure. Haha. Stay happy and be good, just for today at least. Haha. Kidding.


Congratulations for being the coolest guy in town! Hahaha. Keep it up. See you around. Again, happy birthday, dude.

Charlene Lyra

I am happy for what you have right now and excited for more upcoming scenes in your life. Told yah... you deserve someone better. See, he's a better man now for realizing everything and for being sure concerning his decisions. His training was ended and now, give him chance to apply what he had learned.

Wish you both, good luck!


Also, I would like to thank you for listening to my stories, supporting me to whatever decisions I made, considering my advices, teaching me how to use adobe photoshop, sharing your thoughts & tales and for trusting me truly. Thank you for being such a nice secret friend and I'm proud to reveal that to everyone.

Most of all, thank you for buying THE GIFT and at the same time sorry, it made you skip one class. :(

anyway...

Happy Birthday!

May you have the sweetest day embracing his love & care. Yihee.

Always remember that I'm definitely ready and willing to listen to any worries, fears, problems, aches, etc... of yours. You have me here. Happy Birthday.

Je suis vraiment désolé

I'm not feeling well since last week but no worries, I'm going to be fine. Aside from waiting for my sleeping beauty (because she's sleeping na sshh), I'm here to incite the conficker virus. Nothing, just to know if it was the cause of my coherent disconnection yesterday and to prove that it's real. They say it's true then at least let me feel; to feel yes as if virus is visible haha well even if it is... so? And I care because? Haha. I'm not hooked with eye-believers anymore. Leave it.

Also, I'm here to say merci! for all the prayers and love that all of you (friends, folks & mine) have shown. Merci en dépit de ou malgré tout.



Why is it that 'thank you' is such an easy thing to say yet 'sorry' is so hard? I admit, sorry seems to be the hardest word. And 'thank you' isn't the easiest... for me, it's 'i love you.' Haha. Moving on, I know I say 'sorry' sporadically but once I said it... it was really from my heart, nothing more. It's not something strained or just forced because nobody can push me if I don't want to.

I wish to end that misunderstanding so we can also be friends because I guess we're gonna click including JA on the circle. And I'm not saying these just to load up your feelings or flutter your conscience... NO. I solely want to let you know that I'm sincere.


I was only asking if I have to say so because if I do, you also need to. But it turned out wrong and produced another misunderstanding. So if you can still accept...


I'm sorry again/squared/for the second time. Forgive me. Je suis vraiment désolé.