A Piece Of Shit

Not a good day. It's really necessary to keep everything that bugs you than to share with someone else after all you'll just be surprised because they don't even understand your part. Why is it everyone turned to be so stupid? Including me yeah but others are worse and it's nothing but a piece of shit.

Demmet! I was doing so well then it all went to hell.


I don't want to talk to anyone, no exemption. Whatever relationship we have (sister, bro, friend or gf) pack up your shits and leave.

Don't knock on my door, I don't want to hear any noise and useless questions & sermons.


Bye!

Waste

No need to say that I'll die, who doesn't know that? Besides, wouldn't you? Let's see how long your life will take and tell me if you can still go on... or, if you need a help before you surrender. I would be very glad to give a hand because I know you. I know you're not a genuine and that's sad. We all know you're not like us, you don't belong... see you're not one of us. Are you? That's why you're not included and that's not my fault. It's never been my fault.

Stop sprinkling your grudge, that will not make you a better man nor better than me. That will not make you part of us and be liked and respected coz you're not even qualified. That will not make you popular and stronger coz you don't really have enough power... in such case, ask your ancestors but promise to yourself that you'll not be disappointed after knowing the answer.

I pity you, Gilbert. I've never seen a man so much like a baby girl, you're one of a kind. Why don't you give yourself a clap and appreciate for just who you are?

I am who I am... and you can't change that. Even if I die, I would still remain more valuable than you, and that's even more heartbreaking. How can I help you? Is my death gonna be enough to make you shine? But I'm really sorry... it wouldn't make you any better. That's all you have. :(

...and you'll always remain below our feet. How terrible.

Thank you for visiting my site. Enjoy reading.

PS: I will make another entry for you, I'll just buy some time to waste. :D

Objective? To reveal you, the real you. Exciting? Why not? :)

Afraid slash shaking? That's cool.

YOU

It's been a while, can't really offer much words slash explanation to ease your worries or answer your questions other than I'm here because of... well, you should know why.

Anyway, I'm still here!!! Hello world. Hello life. Hello readers. I'm still here, and, can you believe it, still alive. I can't believe it either, but here I am. And I believe (word of the day: believe) I owe you guys a lot, thank you so much. And to my doctors, nurses, psychs, dieticians, PAs, to all... thank you. Can you believe it, I'm saying thanks to all of you after throwing you guys away.

To science, we've been friends for so long and you've been always there for me. It seemed to be like you miss me once in a while, haha. Thanks for saving me all over again but for all the reasons... it's because of Him. Praise you and more and more praises. Hail!


So, what's for now? Actually, I'm not yet allowed to put some life into my blog and to wave a hand in cyberspace because the pc radiation might affect my health since I'm taking unusual medicines and still on medication. BUT...


I SHOULD BE HERE!



Why? Number one, my eldest sister isn't around though she will definitely read this anytime today haha, at least I'm already here. Yuhoo catch me.
2.) It's because chance is chance... so grab it!!!
3.) I didnt have THE CHANCE to greet you here on your day. Can't afford not to spread my love on this day. So before I get caught in the act, let me say...

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY THIRD MONTH, M♥MI!!!

I'm here because of YOU. No other reasons, I swear. It feels like swimming in Atlantic ocean and Pacific and the rivers and all just to see you to hold your hand and to say I LOVE YOU SOOO MUCCHHH and I MISSSSSS YOOUUUU AAAA LLOOOTTTTT.

You didn't know how it feels like nababaliw na thinking of what you're doing all day. If you're taking care of yourself, eating on time, feeding Ron and all. YOU DIDN'T KNOW THAT......!!! I miss you a lot! I can't follow them because they're not giving me what I'm asking for. It's just THE LAPTOP. Haha. I'm sorry, I just really really want to talk to you. Everyday. But now, yeah I understand. Don't preach like a father, please. Hehe.

All I have to do is to follow my doctors. Haha. Oh, don't make any sermons... I'll do it. Of course, for me, for you and for Ron again and again. :)

Before I cut this post (because I'm talking to you already) I just want to say I LLLOOVVVEEE YYYOOOUUUU so much.

Thanks for being the number one reason of my recovery.

Happy 3rd month. I love you. Mmuuaahhh. >:D< :*