'wag kang TANGA pls

You don't understand.

You don't understand because you are not trying to understand. Pls 'wag ka namang tanga. You are wasting your time, I tell you. You're merely destroying yourself. This is not about what we have told you or the simple things we've done for you, this isn't about lecturing you yet you are covering your ears, this isn't about the time & effort that were wasted... NO. Do those things matter at all? Of course not, this is all about you. How good you are in ruining yourself!

I don't care if you're not paying attention on what I am saying, go ahead moron. Those are not for us. After all, who will suffer idiot? Who is suffering now? I AM NOT ANGRY NOR ANNOYED.

This is just a normal reaction of a friend that's so much worried about you. Pls don't be so stupid and stop torturing yourself. I beg you. This is me begging you.
If you can't do it for those people who care, then at least do it for yourself.

Let it go. Give it up. Settle down.

You know even if you reject my words more than a thousand times, I will not resign. I'll still be your friend. But how about yourself? Until when, huh?

Turn your king down, stop the clock, give a handshake and accept your defeat. CHECKMATE ka na! You understand? MA-TE KA NA KAYA! MA-TE KA NA! And so? Right? At least you played with your best. You've done your part. Isn't that enough?

Learn from your mistakes.

I'm afraid of the person you're becoming right now. That's not you anymore, will you just let someone change you? SOMEONE WHO LIVES IN THE PAST? That should be living there forever. Permanent address niya: PAST. Why not?

You are not the loser here, promise.
That one can never find another you. Only brainless could not realize. May utak siya, marerealize niya 'yon... soon. DON'T wait for that time anyway.

Fight back, fight clean and keep it right. It is not yet the end. Pls talaga, 'wag kang tanga. I repeat 'wag kang tanga. 'Wag kang tanga.

Why? 'Di ba ayaw mo sa tanga? Don't hate yourself.
Do the thing. Do it!

Baby Boy

Belated! I have a busy busy sched, really. Just dropping by to greet you here. Why baby boy? You want me to tell the world? Haha.

There's one pinoy word that would describe him eh... bonjing! Haha. 18 years old na may kasama pa yang yaya. Dala yung gatas niya. Hahaha. And at the age of 16, may nagpupunas pa ng likod niyan konting pawis lang. Ganyan kamahal yan ng family niya. Baby nila yan. Hahaha.



Well Yex,
Be strong. Pray hard. Stay Cool.
Don't stress.



Once again, Happy Birthday.
Tell your bebe girl este girl, happy birthday too. I mean, Jhen... Happy Birthday din. BELATED.
You should still thank me at least, better late than absent. Nyehehe.


Take care people.

Fifth

I love you more today than yesterdaysss.

Bla bla

Bla bla bla bla bla... bla bla and bla bla bla bla bla... bla bla. In addition, you must bla bla bla bla bla.. bla bla. Alright? I need that tomorrow coz bla bla bla bla... bla bla... are we clear?

Then I nodded once.

Life gets busy. I'm tired of being a schooldude all day long. I'm not used to these things, spending so much time for studies in different ways, researching for 'what-will-be-the-use-of-these stuffs' and other weird requirements. You surprised me professors, now I advice my friends from my former school including other Pinoy students that you better stay there if you do not want to learn things like bla bla bla which are not even needed in life.

Bla bla bla will not make you better, no need to elaborate. Hehe.


All of those were just time-eaters that made me miss my friends, my chair at the office, my niece & nephew, my PSP, my bed, my pet, my pen, my books, my balance sheets, my guitar, my neighbor (joke lang hehe), my team, my family and most especially... my girlfriend. (Nye pambawi lang dun sa neighbor, feeling ka nanaman olis. Haha). I love you muah.

That's all. :D

HS Girls

When I see group of girls with about the same age as me smiling, looking seductively and saying "hi" to me, there is nothing of consequence to ponder coz you know that's normal for a not so handsome guy like me. Nyahaha!!! But when some high school girls walking back and forth in front of our building, smiling, staring with their innocent eyes and saying "hi" with a deep breath to me, man! Flattery? Or adulation stands out. And although the place might be teeming with other guys (older or younger) trying to get the high school girls' attention, they just disregarded them on purpose, making me more brilliant and popular by the minute.

Not here to boast but when you're waiting 1 hr and 30 minutes for a demanding professor, you can't help but smile and enjoy the hours waiting as if nothing's wasted.

conversation

Me: Guess you have something to tell me.

Him: I... I... I'd like to say sorry for everything to everyone, not just for you. I've read her blog and you know, it's quite... uuhh hurting me too. *sigh* You know me! Right? It's not just because of someone new or someone I like coz I have plenty of likes. Not because of her or her or the another her. What's on your head? I just don't know how to say good bye, what's good in bye? It's not to be said, it's something that's understood. *sigh* May bago raw ako? That's stupid! Soooo stoooopid! Bagong ano? Gusto? Oo marami! Pero bagong nililigawan? *sigh* Sometimes, I can't even have the chance to brush my teeth before I go to bed it's because I'm lying there at the lab not noticing how loud my snore was then some will think that I just have another girl? Ssshhhh crazy!

Me: They did not conclude that.

Him: I'm sorry. Then they dont if not.

Me: Mad?

Him: No, of course not. Not mad to anybody. I just hope they understand.

Me: They do. What more do you want to say?

Him: To you? Same. Hope you understand.

Me: And to all the people?

Him: To all the people? Huh? Nothing. If they don't mind, please pray for my grandma. PLEASE! Thanks.

Me: Oh yeah of course, she have our prayers. Better rest now. Go.

Him: Alright.