Je suis vraiment désolé

I'm not feeling well since last week but no worries, I'm going to be fine. Aside from waiting for my sleeping beauty (because she's sleeping na sshh), I'm here to incite the conficker virus. Nothing, just to know if it was the cause of my coherent disconnection yesterday and to prove that it's real. They say it's true then at least let me feel; to feel yes as if virus is visible haha well even if it is... so? And I care because? Haha. I'm not hooked with eye-believers anymore. Leave it.

Also, I'm here to say merci! for all the prayers and love that all of you (friends, folks & mine) have shown. Merci en dépit de ou malgré tout.



Why is it that 'thank you' is such an easy thing to say yet 'sorry' is so hard? I admit, sorry seems to be the hardest word. And 'thank you' isn't the easiest... for me, it's 'i love you.' Haha. Moving on, I know I say 'sorry' sporadically but once I said it... it was really from my heart, nothing more. It's not something strained or just forced because nobody can push me if I don't want to.

I wish to end that misunderstanding so we can also be friends because I guess we're gonna click including JA on the circle. And I'm not saying these just to load up your feelings or flutter your conscience... NO. I solely want to let you know that I'm sincere.


I was only asking if I have to say so because if I do, you also need to. But it turned out wrong and produced another misunderstanding. So if you can still accept...


I'm sorry again/squared/for the second time. Forgive me. Je suis vraiment désolé.