I can't breathe well. Who misplaced my inhaler? Why is the air so thick? Don't make it hard for me. Let me breathe normally. Why is it rhyming? I'm not reciting anything.
I think I need rest. It was such a long day. I'm dreadfully tired. My mind isn't working anymore. Don't let the pain doubled.
My sister is knocking, saying something. "Here's your life, say you're alive!" She opened the door and gave me my inhalator. I told her "Rhyming? Reciting anything?" She replied "just take your rest, you're not at your best."
"I can't breathe. I can't breathe. The air is so thick. I can't breathe. I'm going to die now." Why is the air so thick? Don't make it hard for me. Let me breathe normally.
"No, you're not going to die. You'll be fine. Take it easy." She calmly said with her beautiful sad face. "Sleep now and regain your strength. You still have plenty of things to do, tomorrow."
I can't close my eyes. I don't want to close my eyes.
"I can't close my eyes. I don't want to close my eyes." What if I don't wake up tomorrow. I'm mysteriously gone. Where would I find myself and my family and friends?
December 21, '08
My sister is knocking, saying something. "Here's your life, say you're alive!" She opened the door and gave me my inhalator. But I'm sleeping. Serenely sleeping.
"Wake up Geo! Wake up!" She nervously said with her beautiful, miserable face.
I can hear you, sizzie. I can hear you. Don't shout. I'm fine. I'm at peace. They're sleeping, don't wake them. "Wake up!!!!! Come on, wakeee upppp!!! HHHEEELLLPPPP!!!"
Daddy! Hey daddy. Good morning, daddy. This is a perfect morning. I feel so strong. I'm fine now, no need to check me up always. What are you doing to me daddy? Why are you doctoring me? Can't you see? I'm fine. I'm okay now.
Why all of you are crying? I'm okay, people. All of you need to go now for work. This is the very first time to see all of you crying in unison. I'm fine. I will tell to all of you again and again, I'm fine. Can't you hear me?
There's the light. There's the light. I'm going. He is calling me now. I feel so strong. I'm at peace.
I... I can't see the light... light vanished... where's the light...
Daddy what are you doing to me... I can feel your hands at my heart. Daaaddd, it's hurting me...
Daadddd... dddaaaadddyyy...
"I can't breathe. I can't breathe. The air is so thick. I can't breathe. I'm going to die now." Why is the air so thick? Don't make it hard for me. Let me breathe normally.
"No, you're not going to die. You'll be fine. Take it easy." She calmly said with her beautiful sad face. "Sleep now and regain your strength. You still have plenty of things to do, tomorrow."
What am I doing here? Where am I? My sister looks like a patient too.
"This is for you." She's giving me a gift. "Tomorrow is Christmas day. Happy Christmas, Geo."
And she hugged me so tight.
