Now

Sabi nila... " 'wag mong pilitin ang ayaw." Bakit naman ako? Gustong-gusto kong pilitin ang umaayaw. Kahit alam kong hindi pwede, kahit alam kong malabo at kahit hindi ko alam kung saan tutungo. (TUTUNGO!!!)

Isa lang naman kasi ang sinisigurado ko, dun ako kung saan ako masaya. Kahit maraming kontra, kahit maraming umeeksena. Kahit ayaw pa ng lahat. And even if all people doubt my capacity or let's say "the whole me." I do not care, not at all.

" 'Wag mo nang subukan. masasaktan ka lang ulit." Mending a broken heart has never been an easy thing for me. I was obliged to undergo in a thorough physical and mental examination. Funny but true. Yet I'm not fearful enough to love all over again. Without pain, there's no gratification. I miss disturbance. I need trouble. I want to risk and to love once more.

I wish to feel that I'm still alive. Breathing. Kicking. Wondering. And loving someone.

Now that I found you,

hope soars...

faith rises...

and heart beats again.

Happy Valentines, Moley.

May you have the sweetest day embracing every moment of my overwhelming thoughts of you. *hugs* & *kisses* (saluhin mo, hinagis ko na. haha.)


PS:
Sinubukan kong iexpress sa tagalog ha, nakailang ulit na ako pero hindi ko nagawa. Ok na yan mukha namang maiintindihan mo. Hahaha. Behlat!!!